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KILL STRINGZ/EREBUS/PROPHET/BLACKFIST WEEK
From: core () bokeoa com (Charles Stevenson)
Date: Mon, 30 Sep 2002 19:09:57 -0600
Dave, Cushing, David wrote:
you just made the filter today. hope you don't post something worthwhile...
Hey that's cool! Does that mean you won't even get this e-mail? And hope you don't mind missing out on my worthwhile posts; if there should ever be one. But honestly man... Why share? Why bother to tell me you filtered me? Obviously I don't give a fuck about you. Or who you are... might be... will be someday... you aren't shit to me and the fact that my e-mails go over your head is sad. Or perhaps you didn't read each and every word in those lyrics and map it against the current situation relative to this list and global events. But I still love ya... you are just well... "not with it." Or I am not with it. But I never claimed to be. So please... the more people that filter me. The more I can ensure only people with a brain read my "worthwhile" posts. Is this not in effect reverse filtration? I spam you with difficult truth. You block me... it's like I'm the cancer using your own immune system to destroy you. No moderation forever!! Anarchy is the only answer since man cannot be trusted to make decisions for his fellow men. But shit... we fear anarchy. That means no nice cushy job since well... no fucking army to protect assests, no police to make sure someone doesn't steal my car and execute you shits and grins and because your shoes were nicer and looked about the right size, if not I could still sell 'em at the swap meet. The only reason we have society and oppressive governments is because man are fucking lazy, indecisive, weak minded, co-dependant jokes of evolution and creation. But wait... if mine becomes enlightened and walks with God. Then he takes no matters into his own hands. Since he has ultimate faith in God to keep on doing what he was, is, and always will be doing which is being. And just by being everything and nothing are balanced. So really waht it comes down to is ego. I'm no antropologist, sociologist, pyschotherapist, whatever... but I can tell you that mankind has a huge fucking ego. One that doesn't trust the divine balance and attempts to improve the "standard of living" for all men without respect for God's ability to do this himself. The words "back-seat driver" come to mind. So you can all jump off the bandwagon. The band is tired of playing. Aren't you tired of listening? There are only two forces in life. Love and fear. Everything else is an abstraction based on the spectrum of possibilities therein. Chaotic fractals forever infinitely finite? Bah. You disgust me. I disgust myself. Perhaps if I could explain I wouldn't have to flame. What's the meaning of life core? Well basically when you map everything to 0 dimensions there is nothing. And when you map everything to one dimension everything and nothing exist because at least with one dimesion a point there is _something_ right... so then we just keep on mapping out the permutations to infinite dimensions like a 4d onion where the innermost finite point interfaces with the outermost infinite points. But since man exist in conscious usually in time/space dimension he see thing chronologically... causally. Therefore his physical brain by the nature of evolution yet with sentient detached soul communicating with higher self through intuition... Anyways I could go on all day. But like Einstein said "the rest are details." So bottom line down back (sorry must defy the army writing style feds ;) obviously a pun on bottom line up front... or maybe not pun but you get the idea. I digress as usual: Life is a gift from thy Self to thy Self. It is the greatest gift because it is never the same and never grows old yet it lasts forever. What could this gift be? It is a game. The most realistic game. The game of life. An infinitely complex simulated self similar (in)bifurcating reality simulation. And there is no way to win or lose. !i peace, core -- Charles Stevenson (core) <core () bokeoa com> Lab Assistant, College of Eastern Utah San Juan Campus http://www.bokeoa.com/~core/core.asc
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